{thIS is My BrOKEn DreAM whERe U ArE thE stAr.

Give me strenght
coz im losing it

even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....

A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Cowley

My love is of a birth as rare

As ‘tis for object strange and high:

It was begotten by Despair

Upon Impossibility.

Andrew Marvell

living me .

the names Fikri Mahmood. u can call me by my craft name Os(iren) Lazarus Forb Deliverance.
stuck at 17.
im wishing that my life is something different.
i love everyone the same .
IM SHUTTING MYSELF FROM LOVE. TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN.

Monday, January 18, 2010

9:55 AM

it has been a long time since i have updated my blog. well. there are nothing much that is happening in my life rite now. there are somethings but nothing to strike the sad and angry hormones.

haha..

oh well.

i think.. i think and everything is finally going well. i hope. even though there are times when you have a certain flashback but it doesnt affect me that much animore. this is a time for change. a time to at last say that i can smile even though sumthing somewhere inside me is still hurt..

but i thin kand i know that i have to move on.. on from that alod me that is so sad.. i really dun wan.. haha...

this is tym for a change. a change for me.. a change for this boy to become that old him. the him that smile and laugh.. and i hope people out there will give me the strenght.

but if i were to go before i can change. i hope people out there will remember me for who i am and not what i have become...

thank you
and
love 2010..

IREN D