it has been a long tym since i write on this blog. well. not that there are nth happening in my life.. there are.. but.. i just dun have the strenght to bring up my hands and press those keys on the keyboards. i dun have the strenght animore.. to be sad. to cry.. to be depress... i dun want to do all that animore. this is a new beginning in my life. i wanna to forgot all the thing that are there to make me sad.. all those shit that i have done in the past.. well. i guess love is nothing more in this small world of mine. love.. it makes u do toones of things that u will look back and say laugh at what u did. well lets just put that one side.. nth much for me to tok about there..
lets tok about now.. hmm,.. im trying my best to change. this is what i m doin. but i duno wether it is possible for me to chnage hu i realli am. to chnage hu i was to born to be. when i look at you, God, i say to myself that i will make ytou look back one day and regret all those things you said to me. i just wannt this wh9ole bloody thing to chgnae. i wan the ball to roll back and lets see what happen. but i just cant. its just in my nature to not let thing get over all my feelings. but not to worry.. though the sky may seem high,... human are still able to get to it.. those the deep see rumble with angry, no fishermen fear it..
i say God has been wif me all my life.. i i pray he will be wif you too.. coz happiness does not lie in revenge or vengance. it lies in forgiveness.
i know that this post is abit choppy and confusing.. try not to guess if u duno.. coz u will just be crazy...
