from now onwards. i am jus gng to keep all sadness anger jus to myself.. and i will go out wif a smile even if its means knowing that im gng to die the next day. for i know. no onw can help me through my life. sometime u need people to talk to when u are sad. u tot that u can depend on the person to listen you. jus listen. but after sometym they might think that u are jus using them to duno all u sadness. in order for this not to happen. i will keep everything jus to myself. i will be that dumb-belief-evething-think -bout-myself person.. hmmm.