well. im putting all the blame back to me... i tried hard to run and hoping that people will chase me.. but its was jus half way and i see no one animore. well i wont say aniting bad coz it all my fault. well maybe this is the tym for me to chase. everday i tried looking at the brighter side of life. but i can find ani. everytym i feel that it is gng to be better. life has jus the greatest way to change ur ups to down. i tried to find a reason for me to live. but may god help me i cant. maybe one day. jus one day.. u might flip the newspaper and see my picture there in the obituaries. life to me is jus lik nth more then a downside of happiness. what happiness have life given me. nth. i want to go. u maybe say that u live once onli. but i cant live this one tym life filled with sadness. i better die then to go through ani of this sadness again. take me home.
random nothingness
i travelled from one end to another end to see you
but all u did was ignored me
i smiled but all you did was turned your back
i spent my journey home crying
and now..
my tears jus cant stop falling.
but maybe you are happy
coz you got even
more random nothingness
i am nothing to anione
go... go wif ur frens
be happi
enjoy life
while i tink of the way
to cure this wounded heart
