to some.. today mayb the most wonderful day in their life..but from the start of the day i knew that my today is the not-so-good-and-pretty-boring-day..its stupid too.. its darn fucked up stupid. well. everyday, i wake up to see people taking this darn loser as a joke. maybe they are rite.. i am supposed to be treated as a loser. a big tym loser that is. well.. everyday people just shut me up... well thats okay.. but rmb this.. i become bitchy becoz of all this.. if im not. people will stop hearing wat i say.. they will all run all over me.. jus lik that freaking machine tat cuts the grass and zoom all over the ground. hah.. yupyup.. and guess what.. today... i felt so freaking invisible.. hmm. maybe i should be.. lik walk past u or make faces.. well. i guess no one will notice rite.. hmm. well.. jus continue whatever u people are doin k.. im not there so dun worry.. =)=)... this are the people that u put all ur hopes on are and will be the very people that look past you.. but never.. maybe jus thinking too much. jus maybe.. but i guess im used to it at some point.. coz when u r me than u will understand.( i can brag and tell a whole essay but in the end no one will understand so better not) but nevrmind,, so yah... weeeee.....
