its time for me to pour everyting here.. since i guess no one will be able to read wat im writing now...from the time that i had come into accepting my sexuality, i have flirted too many time with the werd love.. and everytime i fall deep into a person, god has the greatest way of having turn bad. whenever i fall fer someone, that very person will do things that will make me feel that he is feeling wat i am feeling but in the end its just a plain joke. a joke that not menat to be laugh at but a joke thats for u to cry at. hah.. this is me... sec sch i had fall for someone... but that turn out to be the greates joke that i have ever made in my life.. and now... its this... AGAIN... falling forver deep for a person. he givs u all the vipes that u need to make ur life into a joke. let see... he looks at u in a certain way.. answer ur would u b question with perfect courtesy and stuff. he makes u feel that u are everything to him. but guess wat... ITS ALL A JOKE AGAIN... and hes will come to u telling u that this thing u ppk are in are nth.. its jus lik a substitute while hes waitng for something.. hah... and guess wat.. i have to leave wif that. its the stupidest thing to do... but i feel that its ur responsibility to really take care of wat hes feeling.. but HES DOIN NTH TO TAKE CRE OF URS>>>> WHY... this is due to the fact that hes not feeling wat u are feeling.. that y... futhermore.. u know lah... breeders... they will always wanna be cool... act cool... so jus let them be.. but for my case... GOD the puppetter will move me into wherever he wans to ... im sick and tired of using free will and end up destroying my life and making it look lik a worst joke...
