sometimes i find it stupid to be me... a big tym fucked up loser. hah! i get confused with my feelings. i get confused with wat im doin. i jus depend too much on ppl that i should not.. well... i used to look at some ppl in a certain way but now, that mindset about them are changing.. that good. but now... i feel so alone... i feel so alone that i find myself chatting to me... how pathetic. i jus hate me.. where are the poeple that u onced trusted... where are the poeple that u put so much hope one... are they there at the lowliest tym of ur life??? were they there to ask you the simpliest thing such as wat r u doing? or have u eaten when they see you? where are all these trusted people.. are they there but u jus cant see them? or are they not there animore...? now this fucked up bitch got to think bout that. i feel so alone... gng to this blog everyday has make things worst. gng to this blog has made me to a more fucked up person... kk.. before i tear right here... i think i better log out and go... maybe jus maybe this will be my final post.. or not....
