my life... wat does it really mean. well.. i can say that its nth... why cant i be lik everyone. why cant i be created they way everyone is created... somtime i pray but i never get the answer. im suffering in this body of mine. not knowing which is the truth which is not.. im suffering in this body of mine... not knowing what is luv and wat is not.. im blinded by my feeling... luv i call it... come a person asking me.. isit luv when onli one party is concern bout it.... now im thinking... am thinking.. and i have the anwers.. but im jus in denial. im denying everything that is happening to me in my life.. and now im praying fer myself to be lik evryone else... but the answer that i ever get was the same. be hu r u. jus lik god when he say I AM THAT I AM. i cant change myslef. and rmb fer all shit-brained hu say that i choose to be this way... u are darn wrng.. i will not say aniting to convince u ppl out there. coz u are jus blinded by stupidity and ignorance. and fer those whu trys everything and aniting to make me change... im thankful but... that werds.. the werds of asking me to be a different person realli hurt me so much. those werds made me feel that im nth. those werds make me feel lik im a piece of crap. we maybe im am. a piece f lonly crap that walk on this earth and waste air space and water..
