i tot i was all over mike... but i really duno know why everything jus replayed in my mind early in the morning. i really do not know why... wat i jus did was let it replay as
my tears flow and my heart hope and pray for the betta. if u are reading this blog. know that this heart is still aching even though it has been quite sometym now... i realli
miss u.
i miss ur laughter and ur sweet smile... that was the thing that cheered me up when i was down. sometym, i mean all the tym, u do the smallest things that make me feel that i was treasured. being with u make me feel that
i dunot have to satisfy ani party but jus myself. for once jus myself... being with u make me feel that im the mst important person ever. being with u make me feel that im at the top of the mountain. i still rmb how it was lik to have ur palm on my lap. that hug we share is still in my heart... ur warmth hands when it interlock with mine will forever be engraved in this flesh. i still rmb ur warmth that make me so safe and secure when u are sitting near me . i still cant forget everything. esp that day at orchard... when i was so tired and u carried me. everyone were looking but u simply just dun care. coz u said that im so important to u that u dont care even u are labelled or even if others look at u in a certain way. well... i know that its not gng to happen again... i know that im never gng to get u back when i say "lets end here"... i know that tobb was a betta person for you. i hope you are happi. i pray that u are happi. those happi tym that u giv to me... those feeling of importants ill always keep in my heart.
thank you for all that....
