i have always thought of how ppl are important to me.. everyday i sleep with the though that i can be at peace. everyday i woke up and think of how am i to satisfy other. other NOT MYSELF.. coz to me im nth without all of u. but no.. now... i dun even feel that i want to wake up. my werld is nothing mre then a piece a crap. why??? ive ask myslef. but i find no answer. isit that i have not done enuf to statisfy others lust desire and wants. i felt that i have done wat i can. but not,.. ppl make me feel as though im nth.. ppl put me in a situation where i myself cant find the answer. coz the answer lie within the ppl around me.. i really do not know wat to feel.. there are nth that i will keep... i really donot know why.. well i hope i find the answer... coz everytym i try to find a solution ppl pushes me away.. n rmb watever hapen. i will not push away the ppl arnd me.. i will not swear and curse the ppl around me. push me away.. cut me from the inside.. i dun mind.. i will STILL BE THAT ANNOYING LITTLE BITCH IN EVERYONE LIFE.. but still deep inside i pray that everything will be okay... may ALLAH bless yall everysingle tym u breathe.
