am i a selfish little bastard. a person that always wants but never give. am i that person that always bring sadness i other ppl life. i reall dun o wat to say. that is wat i am feeling rite now. that is wat my subconsoius self is telling me. ii dun know wat to say or think rite now. i am.. to me.. jus a guy that waste the the air and space on this little land. wat am i to. beong me hurt other. and not being me hurt myself. wat am i to do. wat am i to say. i find no solutuion in watever i do. every step i tak. i go deeper into complication. wat am i to do. i hope i will find the anwser. i hope i will find the solution. before my time rums out. or before i make my tym run out. wat i am to do...... god help me pls..... i jus feel lik i wanna return to , god. bring me out of this misery.