dear god,
thank you so much god. thank you so much for beong there for me. thank you for being there when im down. last nite, i was really happi when i saw u. u came into unto me, put ur hands upon my head and smiled. i know god. that u had been there when im down. u carried me upon ur shoulder when i down and u walk beside me when im happi. but today, i feel at my lowest. and if feel that u are not there. i feel that the atmosphere are filled with dust of the lowliest realm. its suffocating me. its killing me. its hurting me. i felt so strong when i feel that u are with me. i can walk through storm and strike down mountains when u are there. but wat am i to do now. i felt that u are no longer there. but before u realli leave me.. lik as realli realli realli leave me. i pray for one more thing. make me forget. forget of everything that i wanted. let me not believe in luv animore. luv and watever that goes with it. let me forget or jus take me with you. take me with u on our golden chariot. take me with u on the wing of u ceribum and seraphim... TAKE ME... i cant take this animre...
forever waiting..
ur humble servant
fikri bin mahmood
