im here in my room.. out of a sudden i realli feel something is realli wrong. its either that it is going to happen or it alrd has happen. k.. i count myself to be a confident person who realli dont mind about wat pl think of me. i am realli confident of who i am. i can take watever comment from anibody and use it to make myself into a better person. i am bi or gay if u wanna call it. and i dont care wat ppl wanna tink about it. i dont care what they wanna say. too me i am proud of who i am. but out of a sudden to day, i don feel that all confident animre. i feel so wrong. is this a sign to me. is god trying to tell me that i am leading a wrong lifestyle. is wat i keep teeling myself(that god is all everything that he will undestand me for who i am) just a lie. if it is then i rather not live in this life, though it is the onli life. if wat the is said in the holy book is true than i better not believe in one. i used to think that god will not judge me for who i am but now i am thinking twice. is what i am holding all this time true. or is it something that i wanted to see... GOD, you are the onli being that know me for who i am. u are the most divine that i know will not judge me. u will love me for who and what i wanna be. strengthen my faith. let me not forget your love. love me forever. show me your light and love. you are the onli one that realli know me. i KNOW that u love me. give me strenghth oh god. i know that u are the onli one that will and has alrd accepted me. but wat about my parents.. my relatives... the ppl that surrounded me.. will they accept me lik the way you accepted me... lik the way u accepted moses into heaven... haizzzz...
TO CAME OUT OR NOT TO COME OUT
THATS THE QUESTION...
