Give me strenght
coz im losing it
even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....
A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.
Abraham Cowley
My love is of a birth as rare
As ‘tis for object strange and high:
It was begotten by Despair
Upon Impossibility.
Andrew Marvell
living me .
the names Fikri Mahmood. u can call me by my craft name Os(iren) Lazarus Forb Deliverance.
stuck at 17.
im wishing that my life is something different.
i love everyone the same .
IM SHUTTING MYSELF FROM LOVE. TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
2 shy 2 ask... 2 proud 2 lose.
10:16 PM
well here again... haha... this tym with a secret confession... haha... well since the pass 1 week or so, i cant seem to slp. everytym i close my eyes, there an image will be jus ight in front of me.. wahaha... well is jus the image of someone. someone quite special in my heart. hehe.. i cant say who though. even though its a confession, i cant realli tell everything here rite. haha... i realli dont know why though. isit mayb just maybe i had fallen for this person. wahaha... maybe lah hoh... u might never know... a person lik me.. easily fall for someone but will have a diff tym forgetting that person. well i really duno why i lik this person. its lik love a first sight kindda thing. first look and walaaa... haha... and maybe this due to the onest y of this certain person. unique chararter will be the other factor. haha,,, well... many ppl ask me to be honest and tell that certain person. but i am afraid. i am afraid of what we call rejetion. i am afarid of being humiliated. and one more thing... like the words from a song, TOO SHY TO ASK TOO PROUD TO LOSE....
