kkkk... nothing much happen today... i was so waiting for today. sp crusade for christ actually invited LESLIE LUNG to have a talk on sexuality and homosexuality(SSA-same sex attraction). very interesting.. wahahah.. bur one thing.. he said that there are bad relation with father or abused by father for someone to be bi or SSA.. but i dont find that in me.. that the funi thing... haha... but who cares... im lik so happy with mysellf... i dont care.. one thing im thinking now is whether i come out to my parents now or i wait for a few more years. its like i want then to know that a part of me lik guys but i am afraid of how they will react. will they love me lik they used to??? will they disowned me???
that the dilema im facing... i don want then to know the real me. but i also want their love to always be the same. i am afraid. i am confused. i am damn... i dono... so??? any idea???
i think i want for a few more years when i come out to my parent. jus hope they will accept me jus lik my friends and my lecturers. haix... SO LONELY... haix.. wont it be good if i were to have someone???? haix[opppsssss... jus forget i say that... wahahahaha]
