{thIS is My BrOKEn DreAM whERe U ArE thE stAr.

Give me strenght
coz im losing it

even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....

A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Cowley

My love is of a birth as rare

As ‘tis for object strange and high:

It was begotten by Despair

Upon Impossibility.

Andrew Marvell

living me .

the names Fikri Mahmood. u can call me by my craft name Os(iren) Lazarus Forb Deliverance.
stuck at 17.
im wishing that my life is something different.
i love everyone the same .
IM SHUTTING MYSELF FROM LOVE. TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN.

Monday, June 2, 2008

loneliness... From the love of Siam

6:19 PM

If we love someone so much

can we take it

that one day we will be apart.?

and

that being apart is a part of life...

you know it well

isit possible

that we love someone

and we are not afraid of losing them

at the same time,

isit possible that we can live

without loving anyone at all...

that is my loneliness

this is part of the script from The Love In Siam... it is the most touching part of the script... jus love Chookiat Sakveerakul for writting this script. the realli know the meaning of love and lonliness for hetero and homo... welll this is it.... i jus hope that one day someone will come into my life and bring me out of loneliness. yes i have my frenzzz... i have my family... i have my country... but my fren will one day find a true loveee... my father have my mother... my country is surpooting others as well.. what i nd is a person to be my own.. without having to share with aniboby. hehe... it may sound selfish but that the truth....