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Give me strenght
coz im losing it

even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....

A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Cowley

My love is of a birth as rare

As ‘tis for object strange and high:

It was begotten by Despair

Upon Impossibility.

Andrew Marvell

Sunday, June 1, 2008
to my dear friends
8:11 PM

dear beloved friends...
i beg ur forgiveness to not replying ur smses and msn.. but i feel that its betta that way. i know that me being who i am... an open bi has brought you shame.. or will bring you shame... i know that u are embarrassed of me... lik wat u said wif ur own voice... you dont want your friend to know me because to who i am... i not angry at you guy... i am jus angry at myself. i will never forgive myself for all the shame that i have caused you... for that i am realli sori. for that i think its best for me to jus lay low in your life.. forget about be. rmb me as a friend who used to be in your life.. a friend that has gone far away and a friend that you can or will never c animore.. i do not want to cause you animore shame... futhermore, i think that the two of you will be betta without me in ur life.... i pray that you have a save journey to and fro from the place that you are going...
to that i end this letter... however, if help is needed.. i will try my best to help... as a stranger , not as a friend....
luv you always
fikri bin mahmood


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