today... hah... ifeel today was f- up.. wahaha for the first tym in my entire life i feel lik crying jus bcoz i need to choose. hah... everytym i wanna choose everything. i wanna choose my own clothes my own shoe design... i wanna choose my own life... but for the first tym today I DO NOT WANNA CHOOSE. f... we had to choose our grp member.. wat the hell... its the worst thing i was every asked to do... stand in front of the class and choose ur grp member... arh... i feel so bad for not choosing ppl that i didnt choose.. im am so sorry... realli i am.. i will beg those ppl for forgiveness. wah... PLS LORD>>> NEVER LET ME HAVE TO DO THOSE DREADFUL THINGS AGAIN...