{thIS is My BrOKEn DreAM whERe U ArE thE stAr.

Give me strenght
coz im losing it

even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....

A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Cowley

My love is of a birth as rare

As ‘tis for object strange and high:

It was begotten by Despair

Upon Impossibility.

Andrew Marvell

living me .

the names Fikri Mahmood. u can call me by my craft name Os(iren) Lazarus Forb Deliverance.
stuck at 17.
im wishing that my life is something different.
i love everyone the same .
IM SHUTTING MYSELF FROM LOVE. TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE AGAIN.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

1:09 PM

DO NOT READ IF U KNOW THAT U R A NARROW MINDED PERSON!!!

a guy comes up to me; he comes up to me and began saying..

guy:''okay fik, u believe in the God of all rite???''

me: "lik duh"

guy:'' do u believe in the words of the HOLY BOOKS???''

me:'' i will not be me if i dont believe in those beautiful words..."

guy:[confidently]" then y are u breaking the law... y are u surpporting homosexuality. y are u declaring urself to be a bi... god hates that u know.. it is written in the holy books"

me: "god forgive my sins...[then i continue]... we are brother of the same religion... however the god that u worship is not the god that i worship. My GOD knows no hate... GOD has no feeling such as hatred and disgust. that is y GOD is the mst DIVINE... the god that has hate...>will not continue coz it will be controversial<

guy... walk away without looking back...