{thIS is My BrOKEn DreAM whERe U ArE thE stAr.

Give me strenght
coz im losing it

even a thousand "u will" can never cure me now.....

A mighty pain to love it is,

And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;

But of all pains, the greatest pain

It is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Cowley

My love is of a birth as rare

As ‘tis for object strange and high:

It was begotten by Despair

Upon Impossibility.

Andrew Marvell

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

todayzzzz

6:06 PM

wagagagag... today was quite a fun and enriching day. firat we got our o.c. lik bitch tink oc is lik so fun. y??? it is because u can always be late for o.c. MUAHAHA. okkkiiiessss it lik school is getting much more fun evry single day. evryone know that im bi. i dun have to hid animore. MUAHAHAHA... as u knw, if ppl knw who u r they start saying thing to u... i knw u knw wat i mean so i dun hav to tell. lik nevermind. let jus tell one part. we were lik having o.c. we were lik ask to look at the vid on presentation skills. then ben said sumting abt the guy is cute. far then said tha i came out from the wrng person. its supposed to come out of me instead of ben. lik HAHAHAH... =) actualli i dun mind ppl making my so a joke. firstly im used to it and secondly i also like to joke about it and i knw that they are jus joking. hahahahah... will continue again... i got to eat... im back!!!! oookkkkaaaayyyyy. jus yesterday my lecturer ask me why i ik elton john then i told he its becoz of the songs. she wanted more. so i told her the truth.. muahahahaha... she was like quite shock. hehe. im used to the shocked face frm everybody. =) but she said i should try being totally str8 but haix... how to??? try so many tym liao... hehe hehe... haixxxxxx... then jus today, the lecturers were talking about the pic of the guy i put on my table... u knw wat??? MR S knows MATTHEW SHEPARD. i tot he was kidding... but hes not... he said that it was all over the news... =) OMG!!! he was lik " tis is the guy who kena bash rite???" i was lik "yah" then the other lecturer was lik y did they bash him.. mr s startled. then i was lik " they bash him becoz HES GAY..'' then the other lecturer was lik "y??? jus becoz hes gay!!!!!" hehe... THAT THE REAL WORLD.... THAT WAT HAPPEN WHEN PEOPLE ARE HOMOPHOBIC LIK IN SUM PART OF SINGAPORE!!!! HAIXxxxx.......